December 2010
2011.
To some another year is nothing, but a different number, and another day to live. To me it’s way more than that. It’s called New Years for a reason. A new year; a new beginning, a fresh start once again. To me today is the ending, and tomorrow will be the beginning of everything. Honestly 2010 has been the best year ever. Even though a lot of bad things has happened to me, all those...
"Be a first rated version of yourself, not a...
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You keep me sane.
Even though I don’t have you. I still have thoughts of you, which keeps me smiling. I love you so much and it hurts because we can never be together. I miss seeing your face at school during break. I miss coming to school really early just so I can see you while you pass by me. I miss those eye contacts we make every time we notice each other when we pass by one another during break. I miss...
Babe, I miss seeing your face everyday. I miss us.
I miss you..
I'm so inconsiderate.
I get all depressed and sad about not having my car anymore. It’s all of my fault. I just had to drive that one night during that big ass storm and now look at me I’m car-less. I want and want and want, and complain about my family’s financial issues. I’m so fucking pathetic. There were so many people out there that starved during Christmas and I’m here complaining...
I hate people.
Sometimes those that seem strong are completely and utterly weak emotionally. One will break down sooner or later, and I am one that has finally broken down completely.
Merry Christmas!
I hope everyone is having a very merry Christmas ! Because I am. I’m so fucking kdrunk and so is everyone else/ Fuck YEAH!
I'm in need of some alone time.
I want to head over to Starbucks and just read a book. I’ve been babysitting this whole week. Anyway it’s been 4 days since the last time I actually let one out. LOL. Anywho I’m just not feeling it right now. I’m not even aroused. It’s probably because I’ve been too busy dealing with trying to get a “new” pre owned vehicle, and taking care of my...
I hate it when people post something about...
Honestly, if you really want to delete your account then go ahead and do so. Fa’reals though bitch who do you think you’re fooling by posting a god damn picture of the deactivation/deletion screen shot?! If you’re going to make the effort to type your god damn email and password to confirm the deactivation of your account then take a screen shot of it and post it to your tumblr...
Lunar eclipse.
Fuck yes. So far it looks hella clean!
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I am gone.
Winter break. Hopefully I’ll get my car soon so I can stop with all this madness.
Becky Moon.
I have a date with her on Monday, December 20th. I will take her to SF. We will go on a very formal date, eat dinner, and ice skate. Afterwards I will walk her home and sing a lullaby and abide her a goodnight. But before I leave I will give her a goodnight kiss. One that will keep her warm for the night. :) I love Becky Moon.
We cool friends, that’s all…
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– Hayley Williams
My internet is back on.
I’m fucking happy. I have two more days left of school for the rest of this year. My uncle took my car to get it fixed, hopefully he’ll give it back to me… If he does this would be the best Christmas I’ve ever had. If not, fuck everyone. At least I get to blog now.
Alameda.
Don’t get me wrong but I kinda like it here. It’s a small town near both Oakland and San Francisco and its really chill here. But the fact that they can make a movie that I can tell won’t make it big due to its absurd storyline is stupid. The people of Alameda also said that they didn’t want too much people in this town because they don’t want it to be overpopulated...
Apartments/Condos.
Do you know what sucks about living in an apartment or a condo? You hear a lot of things that you do not want to hear. Babies crying, people fighting and screaming, music that you don’t even listen to being blasted while trying to do some homework, kids being loud and running around, AND fuckers having sex. The sex thing is the worst because you hear them moaning and it’s quite...
I hate being sick.
It sucks. I have to take care of myself and I have to worry about homework and all of the stupid classwork that I’m missing. Fuck. It’s good I’m used to this. But the fact that I can’t procrastinate anymore due to the fact that the semester is almost over makes everything more stressful in school.
I'm fake.
Everyone thinks that I have everything. That my life is perfect. Well behind this nice fitted kid, and these “smiles”, I’m deeply wounded. I have so much pain emotionally and I hide it all by showing others a different side of me. The side they want to see, the side others won’t be worried about. I hate having people in my face asking how I am, and what is wrong, and all...
I'm love-sick.
So I’m sitting down, cruising around on Facebook and Tumblr and I can’t help but to think about you. I just realized how much I over exaggerate in my posts. The posts about love I mean. I express how hard I was falling for that person and what not and go on and on about how I’m in love, but I just noticed that my past crushes were all just a bunch of desperate attempt to not make...
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I think I’m too nice to girls. Too nice to the point where they can only think of us as friends and to be honest I never wanted to be friends. All I wanted was a companion, a lover, a girl.
this sucks.
I wish I had break already, no lie I’m already procrastinating big time.
Let’s see, my room smells like straight up Dim Sum, I just took a shower so I couldn’t do homework, and now that tumblr is fucking alive I’m going to procrastinate even more. It’s good I’m gonna try my best to make my stupid ass get away from any social networking sites and onto my god...
I’m in love with someone that I barely talk to, and I really don’t care, because my love for that person will only grow stronger as each day passes by. I’m just really scared of the outcome.